“Will you come back?”

She looked down.

“I don’t know.”

He nodded.

She seemed surprised.

“You’re not going to tell me I belong here?”

“I hope you will. Eventually.”

Elena rubbed her thumb along the violin case handle.

“My mother’s funeral was three days ago.”

Maxwell closed his eyes.

In all the revelations, all the questions, he had forgotten that she was grieving someone too.

“I’m sorry.”

“She lied to me.”

“Yes.”

“She saved me.”

“Yes.”

“I don’t know what to do with both.”

He leaned against the doorframe.

“Neither do I.”

They stood quietly together.

Finally, Elena said, “She used to put coins in my shoes before auditions. For luck.”

Maxwell smiled faintly.

“Did it work?”

“Mostly it made me walk strangely.”

He laughed.

So did she.

It was the first ordinary thing they shared.


Eleanor did not recover quickly.

There were tests, treatment plans, nights when she woke afraid that the open door would be locked by morning.

Maxwell learned to ask before touching her.

Elena learned that she could love Ruth without betraying Eleanor.

Eleanor learned that finding her daughter did not mean she could reclaim the years another woman had spent raising her.

When Elena called Ruth “my mother,” Eleanor sometimes went quiet.

Then she made herself ask for a story.

“How did she teach you to cook?”

“What did she say when you lost your first tooth?”

“Was she frightened when you were ill?”

One afternoon, Elena brought the sewing tin.

Inside was the money Julian gave Ruth.

Still bundled.

Still unspent.

Beneath it lay receipts for music lessons, carefully folded and dated.

Eleanor read them.

Some amounts were tiny.

Others represented weeks of wages.

At the bottom was a pawnshop receipt for Ruth’s wedding ring.

Elena had needed a better bow that year.

Eleanor pressed the receipt to her lips.

Then she said something Elena had not known she needed to hear.

“She was your mother.”

Elena began to cry.

Eleanor held out her hand.

“And if you allow me, I would like to be your mother too.”


Four months later, Samuel asked Maxwell and Elena to meet him in the music room.

Eleanor was there already.

Sunlight filled the space once lit by frightened candles.

The piano had been tuned. The curtains were open. Someone had placed a bowl of apples where the silver tea tray once stood.

Samuel laid two folders on the desk.

“The estate arrangements need to be clarified.”

Elena stiffened.

“I don’t want half of his life.”

Maxwell looked at her.

“It isn’t half of my life.”

“You know what I mean.”

Before he could answer, Eleanor spoke.

“The will Julian read was twelve years old.”