“For the tree?”
“Unless you’re selling snow now.”
Her mouth twitched.
“Expecting company this Christmas?”
Jack should have said no.
Instead, astonishing himself, he answered:
“Maybe.”
Sarah transformed the ranch.
Not dramatically.
Quietly.
That was what unsettled Jack most.
She sang while kneading bread.
Gracie carried spoons between kitchen and table as if entrusted with military secrets.
Curtains were opened.
Fireplaces were lit.
The kitchen smelled of beef broth, onions, cinnamon, and yeast.
Jack began finding reasons to enter the house before chores were finished.
The first afternoon, he discovered Gracie sitting beneath the undecorated pine.
“It needs stars,” she announced.
“Does it?”
She nodded gravely.
“Trees get sad.”
Jack nearly smiled.
“What makes you an expert?”
“I’m three.”
Apparently that explained everything.
Sarah hid a laugh.
That evening they cut stars from brown wrapping paper.
Jack had forgotten how terrible he was with scissors.
Gracie informed him twice.
On the second night, Sarah baked apple pie.
Jack took one bite and stopped chewing.
“What?”
Sarah looked worried.
Jack stared at the pie.
“Mary used nutmeg.”
Sarah’s expression softened.
“My husband did too.”
That was the first time she mentioned him.
Later, beside the fire, Jack finally asked.
“What happened?”
Sarah watched Gracie sleep on a blanket near the hearth.
“Matthew worked the Silver Crown mine.”
Jack knew the name.
Everyone did.
Two winters earlier, a tunnel had collapsed thirty miles north.
Fourteen men died.
“He was trapped with six others,” Sarah said. “They dug for three days.”
Jack’s jaw tightened.
“Did they reach them?”
She shook her head.
“When the rescue tunnel finally broke through…”
Her voice failed.
Jack understood enough.
After a long silence he said, “I’m sorry.”
Sarah looked toward him.
“I hate those words.”
“So do I.”
She gave him a sad smile.
“That’s why I believe you mean them.”
The fire cracked.
“What happened afterward?” Jack asked.
“The company paid burial money. Not much. I sold our furniture. Then the room we rented. I cooked at St. Agnes Home in Cheyenne for a while.”
“Orphanage?”
“Yes. Children’s home, mostly.”
Her eyes moved toward Gracie.
“When Gracie became sick last spring, I missed work. They replaced me.”
“You came here?”
“Eventually.”
Jack frowned.
“Why Pine Hollow?”
For the first time, Sarah hesitated.
It lasted only a second.
“Someone told me there was work.”
Jack noticed the pause.
He let it go.
“I’m not asking anyone to save me,” Sarah said.
Her gaze rested on her daughter.
“I just want her to grow up somewhere she doesn’t learn to be ashamed of being poor.”
Jack stared into the flames.
“I understand wanting to give a child something the world took away.”
Neither spoke for a long time.
Then Jack said:
“My daughter was five.”
Sarah looked at him.
“Lucy?”
Jack stiffened.
“How do you know her name?”
Sarah went pale.
For half a second, fear crossed her face.
Then she pointed toward the shelf.
A framed photograph sat there.
Mary.
Jack.
Lucy.
The name Lucy, age four was written along the bottom in Mary’s handwriting.